I've been meaning to blog more about this pregnancy during the last week, but am just now getting around to it. I really want to jot these things down because I'm sure months from now I won't remember the details & I most likely won't believe Jeff when he tries to tell/remind me what I was like.
I don't hate being pregnant, but I wouldn't say that I LOVE it either. My pregnancies aren't as terrible as some women, but the hormones really mess with my head. It seems to suck my desire to do the things I love. Combine that with exhaustion & what do you get? A pregnant lady in survival mode.
I am currently going through my ever favorite phase of the EXTREME hormonal highs & lows that I seem to experience in the end. Don't get me wrong, it's throughout the whole pregnancy, but it's really intense in the end. All last week I seemed to be in one of those unemotional hormonal cocktails... you could tell me a sad story, & I'm sure I would have felt bad, but it wouldn't have really effected me emotionally. Well today I seemed to be in a different mix of hormones that I am too emotional.
Of course I have to be in this emotional state now, Jeff left on a rafting trip this afternoon & won't be back until Saturday afternoon/evening. My poor kids!!
4 comments:
Well, every pregnancy is different! With Sydney I always was like "This isn't so bad!" but with Savannah, WATCH OUT. I was a hormonal roller coaster/Devil woman! I'm glad you don't have to deal with that.
Come to Zion Come to Zion, ere the clouds of doom depart. I'm so sad you are so far away. You need to be close to your mama, she could give you all the "tea and sympathy" you could possibly need. I miss you and the talor-tots. I'd say hang in there but that's about all you can do. So, I'm at a loss for any profound thoughts to help you. -This too shall pass!
I wish I was there to help! Love ya!
This is the main reason I may only have 2 kids - I still remember my hormonal phases of pregnancy and it scares me. Hang in there!
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