Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Dear Village Street...

(This is not a picture of my neighborhood, but I don't have one of my fabulous tree-lined street)

I just walked in from reuniting with you after a very long absence, & I must say it was great to be together again! I didn't forget what it was like to be running through your tree-lined neighborhoods, but I had to put it out of my mind for awhile. I didn't plan on hitting the pavement so soon, I had told myself I would wait a MINIMUM of 6 weeks. As the 6 week mark grew closer I found myself daydreaming about seeing you again & I found myself staring with envy at every runner I passed. As the weather has grown cooler I longed for an early morning run to start my day, but with my very messed up sleep schedule a sunrise run was very unlikely.

Today I reached my breaking point (in so many ways) and I found myself planning out my evening in such a way that I could somehow get out to see you this evening. As the afternoon ended I was starting to think it wasn't going to happen, but as the stress of the day closed in on me I knew what would take the edge off. So I finished getting my sweet babe to sleep, followed by a quick change and I was off!

I was a little nervous not knowing how my out of shape, post-partum body was going to do. I will say that I made a huge mistake by not starting slow & pacing myself... but it felt so good! Running as fast as I could down my street, literally feeling some sort of chemical overload, I got goose bumps & a grin spread from cheek to cheek. As I rounded the corner I forced myself to slow down. My goal was to run the whole loop, no matter out slow. It wasn't easy & I did regret my decision to take the extended loop when I turned to do the southbound stretch. The head wind made it hard, but it was a beautiful night, wasn't it? The moon was a soft shade of orange against the periwinkle sky, & staring at that helped me through that hard stretch.

I made it home & I was able to run the whole way... and it felt GREAT! I'm not sure when I'll be out to see you again, because I really do need to take it slow. But I want you to know how great it felt to be out & I'll be back soon!

I look forward to joining you again!

7 comments:

Harmony said...

ok...I need some of what you have please!!!!

Jen said...

Way to go!

Mandi said...

WOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!

Way to go mamma!

-Travis

BrieAnn said...

What a beautiful time of year to become reacquainted with your street.

Mimaw said...

Good for you, and yes your tree-lined street deserves every beautiful word and thought you've showered on her!!! Enjoy!

kendall said...

good for you Mugs! so ambitious.

Emilee said...

OH Mugin! I just read your ENTIRE labor story!! My heart was even pounding for you near the end. However, I am so excited for you! There is something about that contrast of complete pain and exaustion and the receiving of a new baby, so beautiful and perfect, that is so amazing. We both have pioneer day babies, and Natalie was 8lb 8 oz. Oh I'm so excited for you! Your baby is so beautiful, and I am kind of envious...in a good way. :) love you!
Oh, and I love the post about commiting to appreciating all the little things that we try to appreciate rather than make us go insane. Oh it made me happy that we are all in this together.